Life is funky.
I live a few miles out of a tiny town that has no stop lights.
There are no stop signs on the main street. There are, however, two bars and a winery. Anyway…
Finding community, that super-cool kicked around word, is not easy…perhaps it is not even available in my area. It is much easier to come by online.
And, lest you discount such a thing as shallow and unproductive, it is only online that I have found friends who crave to do their craft better. Kelly is one such person, and I am so grateful to be linking up again with her Friday Five chatting about what I want to learn…
There are so very many things…
**I want to learn to begin each day loving God and pursuing HIS love for me and others.
Many of the boundaries of my life have been put in place to support my Christian walk. I listen to only Christian music–except when I am on the tread mill–and don’t have cable. I watch DVD’s or nothing. I go to church every Sunday.
I do many things to support my faith but I don’t begin each day on purpose with HIM.
What could happen in my heart and my head if I capture those first moments of the dailiness I am interred in and POURED purity and goodness from Jesus straight into me?
**I want to learn to manage money with excellence.
Pathetic, I know.
But I have NEVER learned the discipline of earning, spending, tracking and STOPPING before you run out. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I am a stay at home mom, so I am not even earning. My management “skills” are only in the conversation in my head of how I will spend my lottery winnings…but I do, someday, want to be that person that Proverbs 31 talks about: “She considers a field and buys it; From her earnings she plants a vineyard” verse 16.
**I want to learn to be effective at speaking God’s love into my kids’ lives.
Okay, so I really, really, really believe that God loves my kids.
But do I live that way? Do I TRUST HIM in a way that reflects HIS love for my kids? Do I speak that into their hearts?
Keep working, I tell myself. Keep growing. Keep speaking God’s love into my kids’ hearts. And PRAY, PRAY, PRAY to learn to do it with greater excellence and effectiveness.
**I want to learn to let discipline dictate my day.
I am lazy.
Now, in fairness to me I am not AS lazy as I used to be. I am progressing well on my journey out of sloth-i-ness.
I am about to enter into a new season. This fall my precious little peanut will be home with me nearly all the time to be home schooled.
To say that I am anxious is a ridiculous understatement.
I have researched and looked into and decided and in my brain the fall will begin a beautiful season of learning and growth. That CAN ONLY BECOME REALITY IF I am disciplined in doing what I am thinking.
PLEASE, Jesus, help me dictate my days with discipline.
**I want to learn to create a social life with my husband.
Could be wishful thinking, but whatever.
I think it would be/could be great to have couple friends. We HAVE tried…but flopped. We have brief moments of YAY…but no longevity.
How can I have more YIPPEE experiences without the inevitable THUD that follows? I don’t know. I have to learn…
I do learn a lot. I read and study and grow. But these things we have talked about? They would add depth and longevity to relationships and life…THAT would be beautiful.